I know it has been a little while since I have written anything in the blog...Mea Culpa, Mea Culpa. It has been a particularily busy week at work, the kids have been going CRAZY and helping to drive me there, and my hubby is starting to make noises again that he thinks something is going on because I've been keeping to myself a lot.
Hmmm...well, since I'm the only one who cleans the house, bathes the kids, takes them to and arranges for the babysitter, plus works a full-time job outside the home, is it that much of a surprise that I would need a little me time? He just said that I've been secretive and keeping to myself lately. I'm exhausted! I've been spending a lot of time on my computer? Yes I have. I've been reading emails (which I make money on); place, organize and invoice my AVON orders (which I make money on); and playing a game which I bought with a coupon so that I don't have to think for just a little while. BUT I still do the dishes, cook dinner, take the dog out to pee, potty train the 4-year-old, change and dress the 2-year-old, clean the bathrooms and the livingroom and try to keep up with the bills (which, I will admit, I have been slipping on lately). Maybe a little help in any one of those areas would be too much to ask, but I still keep hoping that it will happen. I know that he has a very physically challenging job and I don't. But I can't come home from work when he is home and fall asleep on the couch like he does. If I did that no one would eat and nothing would be clean or done! Even when I'm sick I can't go to the doctor because I have two kids to drag along with me (call me nuts but I don't want my kids seeing me at the doctors office during an exam!) and entertain (translation = keep them from killing each other or destroying wherever we happen to be).
Right now I'm so frustrated I don't know whether to cry or scream! AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHH! 
